urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pantomime_music grow and learn to learn pantomime_music 2005-11-02T22:02:10Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pantomime_music:9910 2005-11-02T22:02:10Z 2005-11-02T22:02:10Z since when did everyone stop fucking caring?<br />Is it the new trend to not give a fuck anymore.<br />Stop stepping on my toes then telling me to walk.<br />Wow i'm on a writing power trip urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pantomime_music:9557 2005-11-02T21:47:02Z 2005-11-02T21:47:02Z why is the advise I give so poetic?I hate poetry.Speak what you speak and not what you want people to think it is. you know who you are. give other people a chance to know now.Don't hide your words just yell them out. and if no one likes what you have to say. say it again in their faces. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pantomime_music:9434 2005-11-02T21:08:49Z 2005-11-02T21:08:49Z you already know, but i'm a jerk.....ha ha I'm such a loser and I have issues letting go of the past.even though I created it. If I leave this earth I don't want to leave it hating or regretting....(not that I regret anything I've ever done I mean, there's some kind of reason right?)I wrote and wrote and wrote, but when I was done, I read and and realized it was shit.....But then I read it a couple of days later and realized it's the best I've ever done.....I never stayed devoted to anything.but this I did I was I had to be.If I don't have writing I ain't got shit....you know what I mean.People say I do tons of great thing and I can be anything I want, but what do I really want to be? Not a writer or an artist or a director.I want to be someone you(not necessary you, but in general)call to go have tea and pie or someone you call for advise. I want to be a friend that does more than talk shit about someone with.I want to have something meaningful for more than two years.I have writing and that's it.I have a boyfriend (or a fiance whatever)but you can't have a sure thing with that.I was/am so happy with him, but he's not the guy in the record store who calls me a virus because I intoxicate him with my wit(brannn)(yes he has three n's in his name). he's not the morbid hottie that's so mysterious(trevor), or even the guy who brings me tea and pie when I'm sad(Mark). What if in the end of my life I get what i want?but it's not what I really wanted at all you know?I want that feeling of innocence and the feeling of a new relationship.I want the excitement.I want things to be the way they were but so much more different.I want the sure thing.I want what I am able to want. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pantomime_music:8674 2005-08-25T15:25:36Z 2005-08-25T15:25:36Z i love jacky reese. she is the coolist ever urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pantomime_music:8370 2005-08-23T15:09:35Z 2005-08-23T15:09:35Z Some secrets come out at that worst times.<br />Thats when a book is made.I hate hollywood,I hate santa Monica,I hate Hunnington Beach urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pantomime_music:8132 2005-08-22T21:28:07Z 2005-08-22T21:28:07Z it in the barrell you should go see.<br /><br />I've looked twice urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pantomime_music:6955 2005-05-06T20:27:04Z 2005-05-06T20:27:04Z @[ ]@[ ] @[ ]@[ ] @[ ]@[ ]@[ ] @[ ] @[ ] @[ ] @[ ]@[ ]@[ ]<br /> /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ <br /> @[ ] @[ ] @[ ] @[ ] @[ ] @[ ] @[ ] @[ ] @[ ]@[ ]@[ ]<br /> /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\<br /> @[ ] @[ ] @[ ]@[ ]@[ ] @[ ]@[ ] @[ ] @[ ]@[ ]@[ ]<br /> /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\ /|\<br /> <br /><br /> M O V I E urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pantomime_music:6874 2005-05-02T20:00:44Z 2005-05-02T20:00:44Z Yes I know a new one, but this one I'm actually going to try to finish.<br />it's called Le noir matin or maybe le matin du noir... yes le matin du noir it shall be called and I need two aspiring actors to be in it its about relationships, yes relationships, but based off of one mainly. I have a friend who has problems in his relationship and he loves her and she loves him, but somehow someway, its not good enough. when the are alone they need one another, but when they are together, they can'r be any far apart.<br /><br />it sounds boring, but it has a lot of pain and depression and that is what i like.<br />I hope you will find it intresting too, but you will because we always find pain and depression intresting don't we?<br />Just two and I also need a few workers and a harlot on the side... I really hope you all read this because I really need help and I need someone who will work for free and give me free sex(ray). but hey any one will do ha ha j/k....<br /><br />please take this seriously please please please please urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:pantomime_music:6593 2005-05-02T20:00:04Z 2005-05-02T20:00:04Z Yes I know a new one, but this one I'm actually going to try to finish.<br />it's called Le noir matin or maybe le matin du noir... yes le matin du noir it shall be called and I need two aspiring actors to be in it its about relationships, yes relationships, but based off of one mainly. I have a friend who has problems in his relationship and he loves her and she loves him, but somehow someway, its not good enough. when the are alone they need one another, but when they are together, they can'r be any far apart.<br /><br />it sounds boring, but it has a lot of pain and depression and that is what i like.<br />I hope you will find it intresting too, but you will because we always find pain and depression intresting don't we?<br />Just two and I also need a few workers and a harlot on the side... I really hope you all read this becuase I really need help and I need someone who will work for free and give me free sex(ray). but hey any one will do ha ha j/k....<br /><br />please take this seriously please please please please